People.

As it is we are all just trying to live...

When you try to start your new life, at the beginning you thought everything will turn out fine. No matter what. But sometimes when deep down, you know you started on the wrong place, it will never really be that simple. In life one of the things you must accept is difficulties. But still we have to keep on moving.

There may be wrong and bad on the life I have in this place but I know there are also good lessons and happiness. Along the way.

The one thing that I have come to realize is that people are different. And so we mostly disappoint each other but we know life moves on.

I probably regret that I introduce a wrong me on this place. I come out as someone who is cold and proud.

I expected too much from people that I didn't really care what would they thought about me. But I realize I like to go back to someone who gave hope and comfort on everyone that I encountered to.

I guess I was wounded and full of anger when I came here and while I stay here. I see most of this world as a battlefield and disappointment. 

I've encountered a lot of heart break staying here. and everyday it get worst. It seems that I can't see good on everything that is happening to me on this place. Even though this place is one of  the beautiful places people has created.

When you really look at it you will realize how big the world is and how many people are trying to live everyday and find their meaning. You will realize that every peoples perception of the world are different.

Letting go and acceptance is one of the challenging fact that I have to learn. Because really there is nothing we can do about somebody else's world but our own. Might as well keep on living and see the beauty of the world and try to be happy with a little miracle called life and time.

Must be nice to share your world to someone. Must be nice to make other see your perception in the world and influence a good thoughts to others.

I would tell to myself everyday to be happy, never give up and dream.

It's time for me to live this place and try again somewhere.