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The beginning

 Have you ever found yourself lost? That is a question that most people encountered. The feeling that you are lost make you wanted to search on that path, that deeply inside your heart desired. A time come to me where I encountered that question. I thought then that my life is so plain and simple, and deep down inside, I wanted to know what will make it exciting to look forward to everyday. Really, there was a lot inside me then, that only now I come to realize. Light and darkness, love and hatred, hope and despair and mostly desire, longing and dreams. I knew since I was a small I will never have an ordinary life like most people around me have. My life may seem simple and plain but it has a lot of darkness. On my country, probably about 10% are rich, 30% are middle class and the other percentage are poor. And my family is one of those other percent. Being poor doesn't make you especial nor ordinary. It's how you live it that can make it different. I have ordinary family thoug